March 13, 2008

thinking thoughts

It is very easy to overestimate the importance of our own achievements in comparison with what we owe others.
- Dietrich Bonhoeffer

The great message that we have to carry, as ministers of God's word and followers of Jesus, is that God loves us not because of what we do or accomplish, but because God has created and redeemed us in love and has chosen us to proclaim that love as the true source of all human life.
- Henri Nouwen

I am not preaching this weekend. It's Palm and Passion Sunday, so we have a long reading from Matthew to share with the congregation. I've distilled it into a "script" of sorts like is often done. The voice of the crowd that asks for Jesus' blood is given to the congregation. Someone will read the words of Jesus. Someone will read Peter and assorted other roles. It should be good. Reading the entire narrative will be powerful and , honestly, will take a good bit of time. So, there's no reason for me to preach. It should be a good way to begin our Holy Week. Well, that's my hope.

So, I've been working on my thesis, playing with the band and reading two little books that are rocking my world. I am teaching a two week class on Bonhoeffer's Life Together and I am loving it. Bonhoeffer was an amazing person, challenging, opinionated, frustrating, and devout to the end. I have read this little book so many times and it always surprises me. The group of folk from CCW chewing on it with me are insightful. They struggle somewhat with his dialectic theology. At first he seems to contradict himself, but really, he's trying to hold center. But this mode of theological thinking is unusual to encounter these days. So, we struggle.

It's good stuff. The overall focus and hope I have is to begin a conversation about what our own life together as a congregation, as families, or as individuals might look like. What structures, disciplines, habits are needed to craft a holy life together? So, I'm thinking deep thoughts about that.

The other book I am reading is Henri Nouwen's In the Name of Jesus. It's a book about Christian leadership. I recommend it if you have not read it. One need not be a pastor to get something good from it. I am going to get the moderator of the church to read it and then decide if I want to get the Council to take it on as a shared study this year. The book is very short...But it is so powerful.

In pastoral ministry, it is so easy to get caught up in all the business models of institutional life. And no wonder. They are fun! They can be inspiring. They are full of energy and have measurable victories when successful. Who would not want that? I love measurable. Don't you? 12 keys here. 12 steps there. These are great notions for running a church. But Nouwen's little book is the core to the true identity of any leader of the church. And little of it is measurable in the ways that Fast Company would have us desire.

All things must come from a desire to give completely of oneself...as Christ, in the name of Christ, as the Body of Christ. The posture of a church is sacrifice and not survival or success. So much of what I read now is about churches moving from survival to success. And it always trips me up somehow. It always seems...I don't know...mistaken in this one aspect of Christian faith. Should we even use the word "Success?" Christian faith is about sacrifice...about giving away what we have, about offering ourselves up to what God would have us do. Sacrifice leads to resurrection. Right? Well, that's what Holy Week is all about. Anyway...

How does a church do this? How does it embody sacrifice? How does a person (lay or ordained) called into leadership in a church do this? These are the questions I am beginning to ask myself right now. This is the vision (sorry Dietrich) that I am wrestling with.

As Bonhoeffer might reframe it: How am I being called to die for Christ? How are we as a church being called to die? "When Christ bids [someone] come, he bids [them] to come and die."

Posted by tripp at March 13, 2008 06:34 AM
Comments

Perhaps the word "sacrifice" is offputting? You know how words carry a charge. But, a planned linkage between the words "giving", "loving" and "sacrifice" could lead to a better framework for church work.

I'm not sure of this. I am starting to think that we have a massive re-education process in front of us, not to reteach meaning, but to refresh it. Once a person passes age 35, the pattern of repetiton becomes plainer. So, in the face of the pressures of daily life, we reduce what we know into quick takes. "Yeah, yeah, I sacrifice everyday. So what?" underlies the thinking of many people. It isn't cynicism as much as it is ennui.

Perhaps the new life Christ can bring needs to start with imbuing our thoughts and intentions with new life.

Posted by: Rich at March 13, 2008 08:50 AM

Giving and loving are sacrifice. Sometimes it feels good. Sometimes it does not. Sometimes giving is total where there is nothing left for us as we give. It's more than tithing, but it is sacrifice.

Giving and loving become sacrifice when we give and love all.

That is what I think might address the ennui we all struggle with. If life in Christ has become 'matter of fact" then perhaps it's time for a revival. Perhaps it's time to pray for a new spirit. Not to burden you with old language, but I think that this is the plain truth in it. That's why the leadership retreat was about faith...building a foundation of faith. Sometimes you have to start from the very beginning (It's the very best place to start.).

;-)

Posted by: Tripp at March 13, 2008 10:54 AM

One of the points Tony Campolo hit on during his sermon at the New Baptist Covenant Celebration was that some of the problem the current generations (x and y) have with the church is that it has been made too easy. We (i am including myself here as an x-er) are looking for a call to sacrifice. We don't want easy, Jesus loves you and everything is hunkey dorey stuff, we want...need Jesus loves you now go and show what that means...

Posted by: justin at March 13, 2008 11:36 AM

Two interesting things here, Tripp: in your comment above you seem to be suggesting that "matter of fact" is a bad way for a congregant or a congregation to feel. Do you expect a perpetual state of excitement from your congregation/individual congregants? If so, why?

To compare it to a marriage (not that I'm qualified) -- is steadiness a bad quality?

Second interesting thing, in the last paragraph of your original post: in very practical terms, we're all going to die anyway.

This leads me to wonder where you are going with the call to "come and die." It's not like by resisting the call, one can avoid the death -- and poetically speaking, believers hold the very opposite to be true.

Posted by: Megan at March 13, 2008 11:45 AM

Megan,

Perpetual excitement? No. No. Not at all. I assume a lot of dry times. I also assume that we bear some individual responsibility to acknowledge when our worship or prayer has become stale...and then to take some steps to wrestle with that. Perhaps a revival. Perhaps the simple recognition of the drought and an attempt to move even deeper into God's presence somehow. How, when, for how long will vary from person to person. But to simply remain in the "ennui" and only look to the outside for a correction is problematic. That's what I am trying to get at.

re: called to die

Bonhoeffer employs this phrase to mean that as we stand with "the least of these" we may actually put ourselves or our careers or some other aspect of our lives at risk. Death could be literal or figurative. He's speaking of martyrdom. So, it's not about our general mortality, but following Christ all the way to the cross.

Posted by: Tripp at March 13, 2008 12:31 PM

Ooooh, Bonhoeffer - I'm in! :-)

He once wrote (I think it's in Life Together, but I could be wrong) that the church is only the church when it lives "with one another, for one another." For Bonhoeffer, I think that encompassed both the assurance of community and the exhortation to service - you couldn't have one without the other.

We have a noon Book group starting up again after an interim hiatus here; I think we'll pick up Life Together for our next session!

Posted by: Scott at March 13, 2008 12:33 PM

So, where do you place that? It connects to the Gospel story of the rich young man whom Jesus told to give all his wealth to the poor.

Does one literally do that? Or is one first responsible for supporting oneself (and one's family, if the situation calls for it) and then to give everything else?

You know ancient cultures and societies much better than I do. Is there a cultural difference between that call as it was issued then, and the society we live in now? If a person literally gave away everything he or she had in ancient Jerusalem or Athens, would he or she be permitted to starve and die in the streets?

Do martyrs actually do any good?

Posted by: Megan at March 13, 2008 12:52 PM

Megan,

re: martyrdom...Some say MLK was a martyr. He did good and his death came to mean much more. It's both. This is Bonhoeffer's point. Going off in order to die has never been seen as martyrdom. But going where God calls may place us in danger. I think about the minister I know in the Sudan who smuggle water into the refugee camps. They are sometimes killed when caught.

That martyrdom may come in other forms...more of metaphorical death than an exact physical death. And you point about the rich young man is spot on. He had done so much rightly. But there was this other step, too. And he just couldn't take it. It's so demanding, so difficult.

Bonhoeffer is not asking us to be careless with our responsibilities. He's asking us to expand our sense of responsibility. Your neighbor's kids are as much your children as your own are (Is that English?). The poor in the Sudan are our neighbor. For Bonhoeffer, it was the Jew. The Jew were those he began to understand as his own brothers and sisters, God's chosen people. He had to stand with them. He could not abandon them.

It's so hard to imagine. The conversation at last night's class touched on the "golden handcuffs" in all this. We have nice lives. Why ruin them? This is the struggle of the rich young man.

Re: First Century Economics and Ethics

Oh...well, yeah...that's a hard question. The whole patriarchal economic structure made for significant differences in the practicalities of this. That's another post. It's a great question.

Posted by: Tripp at March 13, 2008 01:08 PM

Tripp, OK, but my question is actually whether martyrdom *itself* does any good. Would Dr. King have done more good if he had lived out his natural lifespan? Probably. Same as the minister you refer to in the Sudan.

Posted by: Megan at March 13, 2008 01:59 PM

Ah. I see.

Well, that kind of death really isn't a choice. Should we avoid dangerous situations? Maybe. But if MLK was not out in public speaking he would never have been heard...and he would never have been shot. Speaking truth to power, as they say, puts one at risk. It just does.

Posted by: Tripp at March 13, 2008 02:59 PM

That's a point I am not arguing against, in the least. Nor am I missing it.

Posted by: Megan at March 13, 2008 05:37 PM

I know.

Posted by: Tripp at March 13, 2008 06:23 PM
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